“Nevermind I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don’t forget me, I beg
I remember you said
sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.”

This song keeps playing on my mind.
Though it doesn’t represent what I have inside.
At all.

But there’s a deep hollow in me
That slowly began to be filled by confusion and hesitation.

O my dear Lord,
I may not have much time to pray and wait until my prayer is answered.
I beg You please, Lord.
Let the dim light shine this time.
So I can walk faster toward the end of this cold and dark tunnel.
I’d run if I have to.

O my lovely Lord,
I put my heart in Your hand
For it truly belongs to you forever.
Please let me live by your scenario
Gently touch my shoulder so it can be strong to carry all the burden.

O my all mighty Lord,
The owner of this universe
Let the stars and moon accompany me in my everystep, following the path that You’ve written for me.

O my owner, my Lord.
I’d walk a thousand miles
I’d wait a thousand days
I’d cry a thousand teardrops
If it makes me closer to You.

I’ll walk my destiny.
No fear, I have You, Lord.

Laa haula Wala quwatta illaa billah.
Bismillah :’)


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