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Astagfirullahaladzim
Astagfirullahaladzim

Hari ini salah satu ujian terberat bagi Gw.
Pagi2 dimarahin nyokap karena terlambat ke mesjid.
Hiks.
I’m sorry mother.
I had to take care of these two kids first.
Mandiin dan siapin baju 2 anak.
Gw sendiri telat bangun.
Kenapa Gw telat bangun?
Karena Gw tidur larut.
Kenapa Gw tidur larut?
Karena si kecil belum mau tidur trus berantem sama kakaknya.
Dan Gw kecapekan.
Kenapa Gw kecapekan?
Karena gw sabtu seharian di luar rumah.
Kuliah. Antar halid les. Belanja groceries. Jemput halid. Antar Halid cukur rambut.
Akumulasi senin-sabtu kerja.
7 to 7, di 2 tempat.

Today was the day when the kids decided to be more active and witty.
And tonight is the night when nuha decided to stay overnight at Jema’s house.
Left Halid crying all night before he fell asleep.
I was at my wits end.
Failed on the patience test that My Lord has put me through.

I wasn’t prepared for this.
I’m sorry but I’ve only been a month become a “mother”.
Itupun husbandless.

I’ve chosen this kind of life.

And yes I gotta fight for this.

Laahawla walaa quwatta illa billah.

No fear, my Lord.
I have YOU.

Nite Note.
Alhamdulillah 🙂

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