Monthly Archives: October 2011



“Nevermind I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don’t forget me, I beg
I remember you said
sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.”

This song keeps playing on my mind.
Though it doesn’t represent what I have inside.
At all.

But there’s a deep hollow in me
That slowly began to be filled by confusion and hesitation.

O my dear Lord,
I may not have much time to pray and wait until my prayer is answered.
I beg You please, Lord.
Let the dim light shine this time.
So I can walk faster toward the end of this cold and dark tunnel.
I’d run if I have to.

O my lovely Lord,
I put my heart in Your hand
For it truly belongs to you forever.
Please let me live by your scenario
Gently touch my shoulder so it can be strong to carry all the burden.

O my all mighty Lord,
The owner of this universe
Let the stars and moon accompany me in my everystep, following the path that You’ve written for me.

O my owner, my Lord.
I’d walk a thousand miles
I’d wait a thousand days
I’d cry a thousand teardrops
If it makes me closer to You.

I’ll walk my destiny.
No fear, I have You, Lord.

Laa haula Wala quwatta illaa billah.
Bismillah :’)




Hari ini Halid minta izin utk ikutan outbond ke Situ udik cibungbulang dari sekolahnya.
Agak berat sih ngelepasnya..
Tapi kasian doi pengen banget ikut..

Trus dapat cerita katanya hari ini Nuha disuntik imunisasi tapi gak nangis.
Trus ditepokin sama bidan n suster2 di posyandu. Pinteeerrrr :’)

Trus anak2 pd seneng dapat kiriman hadiah mainan dari Bapak ibunya.
Nuha nyalain sebentar trus ngmg: “udah ah nti batlenya abis..”

And now I’m ndusel2 between the kids.
Lovely :’)

Nite note
Alhamdulillah 🙂



There’s a place in our heart called comfort corner.
it’s only filled by some broken pieces that can never return to their places.
You know it’s bad and painful enough to let them occupying the corner.
But you just can’t get rid of them because you wish that someday you can pick all the pieces and mend the broken parts.
Stay there.
You might never know when they’d get fixed.
But at least they don’t leave the corner so you could still reminisce every single cracks made and step forward carefully 🙂



Setelah tadi malam terjadi huru hara pertempuran antara halid dan nuha yang rebutan bantal (reff. Status Facebook gw pagi ini),
Maka malam ini gw nyatakan hidup Gw lebih bahagia.
Belum jam 8, halid udah selesai belajar matematika dan solat isya.
Nuha sudah Jinak dan siap bobo.
Dan tantenya? Sudah bisa mandi plus luluran! Yihaaa!
Tapi tetep.
Baru mau mulai luluran, nuha nangis kejer di kamar.
Kenapa dong?
Katanya, “nuha aget….” *kaget*
Kirain abis “liat” Apa gitu.
Taunya kena kaki halid.
Sedangkan yang punya kaki juga ditanyain kaga mudeng, “halid Ga tau nuha tiba-tiba nangis…”
Ohwell. It’s okay darling, you accidentally kicked her in your dream, which turned out to come true.
While you were sleeping…

Nite note.
Alhamdulillah 🙂